DaySpring From On High
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Sunday, October 05, 2008
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The Thing About My Race
The Thing About My Race
Last weekend at a family get together I was teased by my cousin and a friend that I wasn't really black. I only have a little they joked, and I am really just Indian. I got annoyed really quickly, but I realized they were only playing with me and tried not to take deep offense. I laughed it off, and moved away from that conversation as quickly as possible, by jumping into doing the electric slide.
It really did feel like someone stuck their finger in a really old wound that was never healed. I did not want to give credence to the notion that as a mixed person I don't have the right to claim any one race. I know as a product of an interracial marriage, I have every right to claim what I will, because it is who I am.
I often tell people that I am Guyanese, because its easier to just list my ethnicity. I identify with being West Indian, in hopes of being left alone when it comes to my actual race. However, people just don't buy it. I often get questions like, "If you're Guyanese, why are you so light?" I can never win with this, Guyanese is a nationality, not a race and people realize that. They see through my cover and want to blow it, to discover what, I do not know.
Mixed people are always forced to "chose one". Most biracial or multiracial people pick the one they "look" the most like, because its just easier to deal. Easier to explain to people, easier to identify, easier to live. Barak Obama is biracial, but is classified as a "black" man. Why? Because that is what he "looks" like. I bet if he got on the podium and said he is proud to be white, he would get a rock (or several) thrown at him. But he is white, after all his mother is white, and he was raised by her. Why can't he be proud? Why can't he claim that he is a white man in the same mannor that he can claim he is a black one? Sigh. I digress.
This very small incident ressurected issues of identity that I thought were dead and burried inside of me. I don't "look" like anything. I am half East Indian. My mother is Portuguese and Black. The percentages of how much of each are muddled, because each of her parents are mixed, and even more mixed than I care to list. Majoirly, she is black and Portuguese. She looks mixed to me, but can pass for white very easily. She straightens her thick, curly hair, has grey colored eyes and pale skin. In fact, she says, she's white. It's funny.
I look like her, sort of. I have her facial structure and I am the only one out of my siblings with thick, curly, hair (so thick that combs have broken while combing it). I have my father's almond shaped eyes and the Indian-yellow over tones are in my complexion, as light as it is. My body does not favor any racial classification. I am larger than most women in my family, height and weight. I don't "look" like anything, except maybe Latina, which I am not at all. And since I look like something I am definately not, how dare I claim it.
I remember going through life completely confused. I remember going to school with my cousins from my mother's side (who are all mixed) and them having to explain to their friends I WAS really their cousin. That I was NOT a white girl. That our mothers are sisters and that is how we are related. They never bought it. I looked weird standing next to my cousins of darker complexions that looked either more Indian or more black. I remember my cousin Duane and I walking home from school each day and being teased about being boyfriend and girlfriend. I was eight, he was ten. We tried our best to explain to him each day that we were cousins. He never believed us. He could not get over the vast color difference.
I also remember Duane slamming a Jamaican kid named Andrew up againts the concrete wall of our school yard when I was nine and he was eleven. Andrew decided that he wanted to throw glass at me and call me a white girl. I cried to my cousin about it after school. Naturally, he had to handle that. I remember the kid crying and begging for mercy. He made Andrew apologize. Shortly after Duane came over to see me, we colored and were talking, he pulls out a box of crayons and asks me to find his color and my color. I found a peach crayon and a brown crayon. I said I'm peach, he's brown. He pulled out a black crayon, and a white one. He told me no, you're this color and I am that color, handing me the crayons. I refuted and asked how could he ever be black (the actual color). I said it does not match his skin, and I held the crayons to his skin to prove it. I repeated this with the other crayons against my skin. He was silent for a moment, and said to me "You know what Donna, you're right." He threw the crayons in the box, and dropped the conversation.
I remember when I was getting ready to move into an all white neighborhood, my aunt was telling me to tell people that I was American. Not to tell people I was Guyanese, or Indian or black or anything. I was so confused. I didn't realize I was any of those things because my parents never sat me down and talked to me about it. They never focused on my racial classification, they never saw its importance until my sister and brother's adolescence.
It did not dawn on me that I was mixed until I was in junior highschool, when a bunch of Indian girls cornered me and told me I was lying about my last name, its obviously Indian. Told me I was lying about being Guyanese. Told me I was lying period. I attended an Indian church at the time, and the older members would corner me and try to ask me about why my mother was so light. Why I was so light? I finally realized, hey wait a minute. My parents are two seperate races! Holy toledo!
In high school I was accused by the hispanic/latino community that I was denying my race by not speaking Spanish and having all black friends. They spoke to me in Spanish, knowing I understood (I learned in school). In high school black dudes did not want to ask me out because they were afraid of what people would have said. In high school I was accused of "acting better" because I had "good hair". I was threatened to get jumped, they wanted to cut my long, curly hair off. In high school a while girl was angry that I wasn't really white, and she was. She wanted to fight me, and I stepped to the challenge, which freaked her out and caused her to be very scared of me.
In college I asserted myself as a memeber of the mixed community, claiming black and Indian hard and denying the Portuguese. Repping my West Indian-ness. It didn't matter. People still did not believe. I am still not black enough, not Indian enough, not Guyanese enough. Not enough because I don't have a butt, not enough cause I am so light, not enough because I was not born there, not enough because I don't have an Indian small frame or a black curvy one. Not enough because it was not enough for them to believe that this light-skinned almost pale woman is a woman of color, black even, Indian even. That I represent their minority. That I AM their minority.
People of color sing of predjuice and hatred in their all black and Indian neighborhoods, sheltered from any real white predjuice in their communites. Have they ever been mistreated like I was at my all white school? They called ME dark skinned, they called ME the nigger, my 5th grade teacher threw erasers at ME because I was NOT white. They staired at ME when my "funny last name" was read during roll call. It was ME that got into arguements with white girls in college when they made stupid comments in class about ethnicity. It was ME that was defending our race in group discussions. Can the name callers really understand what that is really like?
Then it was the black men labeling me "exotic" and only talking to me because they wanted to sleep with me. This was the only time I can remember ever being celebrated for who I was ethnically; when some random black dude, having color complex issues of his own, wanted to "talk to me". Then I was the most beautiful intelligent women in the world, only when they needed a notch under their belts. Let me get into a debate about race and politics or a discssion about the black plight with them though, I had to "fall back" because my "lack of blackness" didn't qualify me to speak. I was supposed to just like the animalistic label they gave me, do my "tricks" and go back to my "cage". I hate the word exotic now, and get furious even when called that in ignorance.
So the thing about my race...is that I do not have one. I never will. I will never stop short to identify with just one because I won't ever be accepted. This is the old wound that God has reopened because it hasn't healed. I know my true identity is not in what my color is, but Christ who lives inside of me.
But I have all this pain and rejection inside, and I just don't know what to do with it.
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Wednesday, September 03, 2008
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The Faithfulness of God
Faithful means:
- steadfast in affection or allegiance;
- loyal; adhering firmly to person or cause;
- reliable; worthy of trust; consistent with reality
- sure, something/someone you can depend on
By this definition we can surely describe God as a Person who is constantly loving and loyal to us, and won't suddenly take that love away because of a mistake we made or because He loves all of His children. His love is unconditional and everlasting. It transcends any human understanding or expression of love and loyalty. God always keeps His word, and you can always count on God.
God is dependable, He is sure, He is reliable even though people are not. Even though people are not trustworthy, even though people take their love away, even though people are disloyal and betray us, even though people will take their love and affection and give it to others, totally disregarding the relationship they had with us romantically, even though people are as inconsistent as the phases of the moon--God is faithful. We need to thank Him for that.
"Whenever I pray, I make my requests for all of you with joy, for you have been my partners in spreading the Good News about Christ from the time you first heard it until now. And I am certain that God, who began the good work within you, will continue his work until it is finally finished on the day when Christ Jesus returns."
Philippians 1:4-6 New Living Translation
God is so faithful and consistent, He will tarry with us and be patient with us in our walk with Him, despite our many mistakes and mishaps--God is able to complete His transforming process in you, until Christ's return (or until your time here on Earth is over).
"The temptations in your life are no different from what others experience. And God is faithful. He will not allow the temptation to be more than you can stand. When you are tempted, he will show you a way out so that you can endure."
1 Corinthians 10:13 - New Living Translation
The Awesome God that we serve, He is eternally faithful. Even when satan, the accuser of the brethren, stands before God and tries to place us in scenarios that will pull us far from God, He does not allow it! He will allow the enemy to hit us, but only with blows He knows we can endure, and trust Him to bring us out of. We can trust God to keep us in the storm. Life can be really hard for us, but thank God that He looks out for us so despite what hardships we are enduring, we can still reach out to him.
"Yet the Lord is faithful, and He will strengthen [you] and set you on a firm foundation and guard you from the evil [one]."
2 Thessalonians 3:3 - The Amplified Bible
We can depend on God to strengthen us and stabilize us. Wow, sometimes life can seem very unstable, but we can trust and depend on God to be Our Stabilizer! What a comfort that can be to us when our lives are in disarray! Moreover, while He is strengthening us through our life experiences and stabilizing us through our storms, He is omnipotent, and will also protect us from the enemy. Thank You God for your Blood and keeping power.
"If we [freely] admit that we have sinned and confess our sins, He is faithful and just (true to His own nature and promises) and will forgive our sins [dismiss our lawlessness] and [continuously] cleanse us from all unrighteousness [everything not in conformity to His will in purpose, thought, and action]."1 John 1:9 - Amplified Bible
God's faithfulness even transcends our sins! When we mess up we can go before God and we can rely on the fact that He will forgive us! That's amazing, because when we mess up before people, we can't be sure that they will accept us or take us back. But God, Who is beyond human frailty, and Whose presence cannot tolerate or accept sin, will yet accept us! Hallelujah! He is an awesome God who takes us back despite our many wrongs!
What a faithful God!
In closing, I would like to leave you all with this:
"Know, recognize, and understand therefore that the Lord your God, He is God, the faithful God, Who keeps covenant and steadfast love and mercy with those who love Him and keep His commandments, to a thousand generations...."Deuteronomy 7:9 - Amplified Bible
What a Faithful, Awesome God we serve. Let us celebrate Him for His Goodness and His love.
-©D
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
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Besetting Sin
Besetting Sin?
Human nature. It's fallen, its fleshly, its sinful, and...it's continuous. We as people, especially the people of God are always in trouble--with God. When most of us come to God, it's the same sin or issue or problem that we constantly talk to God about. For some of us its one of the more obvious sins, like sexual immorality and all the various sins that are encompassed under that umbrella (premarital sex, promiscuous sex, homosexual sex, etc.) and for the most of us it's the more subtle such as bitterness, back biting, unforgiveness, prejudice, gossip, betrayal, manipulation, lying, the works! These sins always seem to get us out of whack, or what the Bible properly defines as besetting.See the following scripture Hebrews 12: 1&2
"Wherefore seeing we also are compassed about with so great a cloud of witnesses, let us lay aside every weight, and the sin which doth so easily beset us, and let us run with patience the race that is set before us,
Looking unto Jesus the author and finisher of our faith; who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross, despising the shame, and is set down at the right hand of the throne of God."-KJV
"THEREFORE THEN, since we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses [who have borne testimony to the Truth], let us strip off and throw aside every encumbrance (unnecessary weight) and that sin which so readily (deftly and cleverly) clings to and entangles us, and let us run with patient endurance and steady and active persistence the appointed course of the race that is set before us,
Looking away [from all that will distract] to Jesus, Who is the Leader and the Source of our faith [giving the first incentive for our belief] and is also its Finisher [bringing it to maturity and perfection]. He, for the joy [of obtaining the prize] that was set before Him, endured the cross, despising and ignoring the shame, and is now seated at the right hand of the throne of God."-Amplified
"We are surrounded by a great cloud of people whose lives tell us what faith means. So let us run the race that is before us and never give up. We should remove from our lives anything that would get in the way and the sin that so easily holds us back. Let us look only to Jesus, the One who began our faith and who makes it perfect. He suffered death on the cross. But he accepted the shame as if it were nothing because of the joy that God put before him. And now he is sitting at the right side of God's throne."-New Century Version
"Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a huge crowd of witnesses to the life of faith, let us strip off every weight that slows us down, especially the sin that so easily trips us up. And let us run with endurance the race God has set before us. We do this by keeping our eyes on Jesus, the champion who initiates and perfects our faith. Because of the joy awaiting him, he endured the cross, disregarding its shame. Now he is seated in the place of honor beside God's throne."-New Living Translation
More directly beset means to:
- harass: annoy continually or chronically; "He is known to harry his staff when he is overworked"; "This man harasses his female co-workers"
- assail or attack on all sides: "The zebra was beset by leopards"
- encrust: decorate or cover lavishly (as with gems)According to this, besetting sin is sin that harasses you continuously, while attacking you on all sides. While it's affecting you, it is attached to you EVERYWHERE as it covers you completely and lavishly. It trips you up, it keeps you from moving forward, it entangles you, and it holds you back. Yikes.
To me that may mean that sometimes this sin is engraved in your personality, or that it bothers you so much it is a major part of you. Like someone who is known as a gossiper or as someone with a serious attitude problem, their sin is besetting because it engulfs them in such a way it's a major part of them. Sometimes people do not even know that their behavior is wrong, because it's been with them in such a way for so long.
It can also be interpreted as a hidden sin that is done continuously, like the saved woman who has a hard time containing her sexuality. She's always making that mistake and sleeping with her boyfriend, or with multiple men (I pray that's none of your problems! LOL). She is ashamed of it, but she is always tempted of it. Every waking moment she has alone, someone it's trying to get into her pants, and it's hard for her because it harasses her and attacks her on all sides.
I know some of you are like Lord, help us. How can we defeat such a thing? The writer of Hebrews says we should lay this aside, but how can we?! This thing seems like it is pretty hard to fight off, and since there is so much of it, how can we really make it?! And I agree, God this is so hard! How do we really get around this, will we make it? Has anyone made it?
Today much of Christian teaching and doctrine exalts King David as a mighty man of valor. He was the worshipper, the warrior, the giant killer, the King, the writer of many of the Psalms, and out of his bloodline Jesus was born. He was awesome! He was the poster boy for the Mighty Man of Valor!
However, David had some serious besetting sins. His issues were so bad, they transferred to his sons and manifested through them in worse ways. David had sexual issues. No one woman was enough for him and although the commandments ordered him not to commit adultery, he did, and how.
According to Chronicles, he had eight known wives, plus he had concubines (women he had sex with in order to get them pregnant), and one of the wives he killed her husband so he could marry her. And we won't even get into his sons' issues, which were a gross reflection of their father (rape, wife swapping, incest, adultery, multiple lovers etc). Whoa. Today, a dude like this would have never been considered good, much less mighty or anointed. I could see G.Craig Lewis or some other preacher doing some sort of documentary exposing him as some sort of farce right now.
But God says David is a man after His own heart. How could that be?
It was very hard for me to understand a guy like him even making it into heaven after all the stuff he did. Forgiveness was not readily available as it is today (you had to perform animal sacrifice once a year), and God dealt even more harshly with sin than he ever dealt with now. People were struck with sicknesses, disease, burnt alive, holes opened up and swallowed them whole, and plagues would fall on them, the works! And how did David make it through all of that! I know if I was alive back then I don't think I would have lasted very long, so how did he?!
But David was also very aware of his sins and his issues and brought them to God because He knew he could not deal with it himself. In Psalm 51, he wrote "Create in me a clean heart Oh Lord, and renew a right spirit within me". We like David must be able to identify and admit who we really are before God. In 2 Samuel 12, Nathan the prophet called him out for murdering Uriah in order to steal his wife, Bathsheba. David was king, and could have easily ordered Nathan to be murdered or could have denied the story but he did not. He readily accepted that he committed a grave sin, and was ready to receive consequences.When God identifies our sins or uses our brothers and sisters to identify our issues we must not resist. We have to accept what God is trying to say to us, and deal with it. Many of us remain covered in besetting sin because we never identify it and confess it truly before God. I know some of us have done this, and still struggle. Some of us may have to adhere to Mark 9:29, where Jesus identifies some issues need a little extra attention. Some of us need to really fast and pray to get rid of these issues in its entirety. Which David also did after he received word from Nathan the prophet.
After David confessed and fasted, the Bible does not record any more accounts of David committing anymore sexual sin. Praise God. God still honored him and addressed him as the man after His own heart. (1st Samuel 13)
We are more privileged than he is, because we have grace and forgiveness readily available at all times.
"Moreover the law entered, that the offence might abound. But where sin abounded, grace did much more abound:
That as sin hath reigned unto death, even so might grace reign through righteousness unto eternal life by Jesus Christ our Lord."-Romans 5:20 & 21 KJV
"The law came to make sin worse. But when sin grew worse, God's grace increased. Sin once used death to rule us, but God gave people more of his grace so that grace could rule by making people right with him. And this brings life forever through Jesus Christ our Lord."
-New Century Version
"God's law was given so that all people could see how sinful they were. But as people sinned more and more, God's wonderful grace became more abundant. So just as sin ruled over all people and brought them to death, now God's wonderful grace rules instead, giving us right standing with God and resulting in eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord."
-New Living Translation
"All that passing laws against sin did was produce more lawbreakers. But sin didn't, and doesn't, have a chance in competition with the aggressive forgiveness we call grace. When it's sin versus grace, grace wins hands down. All sin can do is threaten us with death, and that's the end of it. Grace, because God is putting everything together again through the Messiah, invites us into life�a life that goes on and on and on, world without end"-The Message
"But then Law came in, [only] to expand and increase the trespass [making it more apparent and exciting opposition]. But where sin increased and abounded, grace (God's unmerited favor) has surpassed it and increased the more and superabounded, So that, [just] as sin has reigned in death, [so] grace (His unearned and undeserved favor) might reign also through righteousness (right standing with God) which issues in eternal life through Jesus Christ (the Messiah, the Anointed One) our Lord."
-The Amplified
The grace of God covers our sin through the Blood of Jesus Christ our Lord. He is able to save us, and help us strip our besetting sin that we may be able to look to Him without blame.
Praise God there is a way out.
Sometimes as Christians we may feel, or at least I have felt, that there is no way to deal with certain issues. It feels like they are going to stay here forever. I have many issues of my own that I see the Lord pointing out to me through relationships or through His own hand. sometimes I feel like they engulf me, and I am like who am I to stand before you all and represent Jesus. Sometimes or a lot of times I feel unworthy to receive any blessing from God or even to write these consecration notes. I say to God and others that I have no right. That I am messy, and there are things within me that I don't know if I can stop or control on my own that do not please God. But I say thank you to Jesus who won over sin and death, who can apply His grace to me and strip me of every besetting sin.I am honored that He even wants to use me. Thank You Jesus.
I pray that you all allow the Lord to help you, to remove the issues that plague us all so deep within, that we may draw closer.
Help us Lord, in Jesus' Name Amen.
May You all hold on to Him as tightly as He is holding on to you.
In His Grip,
-©D

Tuesday, August 19, 2008
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August Updates: The Peace of God
His Control
"God's got it all in control,
He's got it all in control,
He's put that reassurance,
Way down in my soul,
He's got it all in control..."
- B.J. Thomas
I thank God for His personal reassurance. Praise Him.
-©D
The Peace of God
There is nothing like the peace of God in your life. Once you receive it, its like the world could be falling apart before your eyes and you're totally fine. Why? Because you're finally secure in the truism that God is in control.
This is where I am right now. I am finally here.
Thank You God for Florida. Really, I definately do thank you for that experience. Florida was awesome. <3 Pictures (all 5 albums worth) are on Facebook I hope you enjoy.
Below is a little blurb I wrote about the peace of God.
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Greetings Sisters,
I pray sisters that you all walk with the King today & be a blessing. It is a Today I feel deep in my heart that we need to focus on the peace of God. There are a lot of things going on right now, that may cause some of you to have great unrest. The peace of God is available to you to receive that you may have clarity of thought and the understanding that God is here and will carry you through all of this.
1st Corinthians 14:31-33
"For ye may all prophesy one by one, that all may learn, and all may be comforted. And the spirits of the prophets are subject to the prophets.For God is not the author of confusion, but of peace, as in all churches of the saints." - King James Version
"You can all prophesy one after the other. In this way all the people can be taught and encouraged.The spirits of prophets are under the control of the prophets themselves. God is not a God of confusion but a God of peace." - New Century Version
"For in this way you can give testimony [prophesying and thus interpreting the divine will and purpose] one by one, so that all may be instructed and all may be stimulated and encouraged; For the spirits of the prophets (the speakers in tongues) are under the speaker's control [and subject to being silenced as may be necessary],
For He [Who is the source of their prophesying] is not a God of confusion and disorder but of peace and order. As [is the practice] in all the churches of the saints (God's people)" - Amplified Bible
For some of you, you may be hearing a lot of different "voices" in commentary to what you should do with your life, what decisions need to be made, how you should conduct yourself, a lot of things are pulling you either way, or you may have believed one thing about yourself all this time, but certain events that occur may change or affect that original view about yourself. It becomes daunting and confusing, and makes one very unsure about themselves and the original choices they may or may not have made. Despite all these different "voices" that may be pulling you either way, know that what God said about you prevails, and whatever confusion you may have about your self does not come from His word. His declarations about us concerning Him are clear and can always be matched up in His word.
2 Timothy 1:7
"For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind." -KJV
"For God did not give us a spirit of timidity (of cowardice, of craven and cringing and fawning fear), but [He has given us a spirit] of power and of love and of calm and well-balanced mind and discipline and self-control." - Amplified
"God did not give us a spirit that makes us afraid but a spirit of power and love and self-control." - NCV
Philippians 4:7
"And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus." - KJV
"Then you will experience God's peace, which exceeds anything we can understand. His peace will guard your hearts and minds as you live in Christ Jesus." - New Living Translation
"And God's peace [shall be yours, that [c]tranquil state of a soul assured of its salvation through Christ, and so fearing nothing from God and being content with its earthly lot of whatever sort that is, that peace] which transcends all understanding shall [d]garrison and mount guard over your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus." - Amplified
There are things that may be going on in your lives that you may not understand. It may seem really crazy, and does not make any sense. It may even scare you, but the word of God says here that His peace transcends every awkward feeling that we have.
During my time at convention, the unemployment office decided that they were not going to release my unemployment check until I came back from Florida (and they still haven't released it yet). I was really upset because I wanted to help with the vacation expenses by paying for some of the meals Joe and I ate. I wanted to assist with the flight extension costs, I wanted to help with something. I didn't like the idea that he was paying for everything and I just sat there and received. Stressed and frustrated, I sat during the grand sessions. As we were praying for Visionary Founder, Founding President Doral R. Pulley made an announcement. He said to us that as we prayed for Vis' needs to be met, God will meet our needs also. That was so profound to me, and I received it. Later that evening we called the airport to extend our flight, in faith that God was going to work in our favor. The customer service person originally was going to charge us 400 dollars to extend our flight! We were NOT having that. After a few minutes of her putting us on hold, she came back and told us she was going to adjust our flight at NO additional costs. God is awesome! The next day we went to extend the rental car, and they were also giving us a hard time. They were trying to charge us 200 dollars extra!! After waiting with the customer service person to see what he could do, not only did we get our rental for no additional charge, they reduced the price significantly from its original cost, leaving us more than enough to cover food, etc. We were very excited and rejoiced in what God did for us.
Every one of our needs were met. And God is still in the business of meeting everyone's need and answering everyone's prayer, and setting all crooked things straight. Knowing this, we need not be troubled, but just receive God's peace that passes ALL our logical understanding of situations, let Him guard your mind and your heart. Know that He is using each of your situations to continue to prove His Awesomeness and sovereignity and Grace to us all, no matter how bad or weird it may seem at the moment.
Ephesians 4:6
"Be careful for nothing; but in every thing by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God." - KJV
"Don't fret or worry. Instead of worrying, pray. Let petitions and praises shape your worries into prayers, letting God know your concerns." - The Message
"Don't worry about anything; instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done."
- New Living Translation
"Do not fret or have any anxiety about anything, but in every circumstance and in everything, by prayer and petition ([b]definite requests), with thanksgiving, continue to make your wants known to God." - Amplified
Take your unrest to God in prayer, He will bring clarity to your confusion. When your mind is constantly on the things of God, He will keep you in His perfect peace. That means despite the craziness, you will be stable, and not fall completely apart. Unlike the unsaved, we have Jesus whom we must hold on to tightly.
Isaiah 26:3 & 4
"Thou wilt keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on thee; because he trusteth in thee. Trust ye in the Lord forever: for in the Lord JEHOVAH is everlasting strength." - KJV
"You will guard him and keep him in perfect and constant peace whose mind [both its inclination and its character] is stayed on You, because he commits himself to You, leans on You, and hopes confidently in You.So trust in the Lord (commit yourself to Him, lean on Him, hope confidently in Him) forever; for the Lord God is an everlasting Rock [the Rock of Ages]."
- Amplified
"You will keep in perfect peace
all who trust in you,
all whose thoughts are fixed on you!
Trust in the Lord always,
for the Lord God is the eternal Rock." - New Living Translation
"You, Lord, give true peace
to those who depend on you,
because they trust you.
o, trust the Lord always,
because he is our Rock forever." - New Century Version
Proverbs 3:5 & 6
"Trust in the LORD with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths." - KJV
"Trust the Lord with all your heart, and don't depend on your own understanding. Remember the Lord in all you do, and he will give you success." - NCV
"Lean on, trust in, and be confident in the Lord with all your heart and mind and do not rely on your own insight or understanding. In all your ways know, recognize, and acknowledge Him, and He will direct and make straight and plain your paths." - Amplified
In closing sisters, I implore you to just allow God to drape His peace upon you. Pour out your hearts to Him, and He will give you strength. Enclosed is a song by Juanita Bynum called "Like the Dew". Let God rest upon you like the gentle morning rain.
"Like the dew in the morning
gently rest upon my heart
Like the dew in the morning
May it rest upon my heart.
Rest, we say rest,
Come on and rest, we say rest.
Reign, we say reign
Come on and reign,
We say reign
move, we say move,
Come on and move,
We say move
Rest, move, yes, rest, reign, move, yes, rest
Like the dew in the morning
gently rest upon my heart
Like the dew in the morning
May it rest upon my heart"
-Juanita Bynum
I pray sisters that you all walk with the King today & be a blessing. It is a privilege to minister to you all today.
In His Grip,
-©D
Friday, June 27, 2008
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Consecration Wednesday: Allowing the Lord to Take Care of Us
Allowing the Lord to Take Care of Us
"Are not five sparrows sold for two farthings, and not one of them is
forgotten before God? But even the very hairs of your head are all
numbered. Fear not therefore: ye are of more value than many sparrows."
- Luke 12:6 & 7 (KJV)
We need know that God is taking care of us. He is so in sync with our
daily happenings that God numbered the hairs on our head. If God can
remember to look after insignificant birds like sparrows(two farthings
are like five cents), He has surely remembered us!
Often times it is hard for us to materialize this truism, simply based
on the fact that God does not seem as tangible as the problems we
face. We can see our bills, that negative balance in our checking
accounts, that increasing number on the bathroom scale, the age on our
biological clocks and while asking the Lord why are we still single,
the disappointment on our parents faces, the attitude we may get from
our peers, everything. Plainly stated, we see EVERYTHING but God. We
know He is here, but because we do not have that tangible presence
that all our problems do, we feel that He is not always hearing us,
and we try to help ourselves.
It's kind of what happened when God promised Abraham a son, and his
wife Sarah could not believe it (Genesis 16). She tried so many times
with her husband to procreate, and she just reasoned within herself
that it was never going to happen. Her barrenness was tangible, easier
to cope with. It was hard for her to believe that she was going to
conceive when she was already well in her 50's (she finally conceived
40 years later). She found it was easier to help her self than to wait
on God, whom she did not see and was not tangible. Even though two
angels did visit her and tell her she would conceive (that would be
tangible enough for me! haha, but I guess not for her). So, she
dragged poor Hagar into this and made her sleep with her husband so
she could make him happy about conceiving a son. At the
desperate point she was at, it did not matter that she was allowing
one of her servants to sleep with her husband (while she watched!),
all that mattered was that she was remedying her problem of not having
any children, so she thought.
Sometimes, we get so desperate to make things happen that we sometimes
sacrifice our morality and our dignity to make things work;
which is what God never intended to happen in our lives.
Unfortunately, she hit a problem so many of us do when we try to
accomplish the will of God in our lives through our own means. Her
disbelief generated a whole slew of issues; everything from her
husbands focus shifting from her to her servant Hagar, to Hagar
mocking her publicly, to bringing even more attention to the fact that
she CANT conceive. She went into a frenzy, telling her husband "you
better get rid of this "other woman", she is causing too much
problems in the household" (Gen. 16:5, paraphrase). But wasn't she the
one that commanded Hagar to sleep with her husband Abraham?!
When we get into too much of a bind, we scream to Jesus to get us out
of this mess, we cry and ask God how come this decision got us into so
much trouble, why hasn't anything worked, why this date went so badly,
why haven't I found a job, why every school has rejected me, why do I
have more debt than I ever imagined, just plain why.
If Sarah just waited and believed God despite her many failures in
conception, she would have been able to finally give birth (even
though she was ninety), knowing that she held on to God's promise, and
that He kept her through it all without the consequence of
disobedience, adultery, treachery, abuse etc.
We have to allow God to take care of us. We need to trust Him and have
faith that He is working despite our circumstance, though we cannot
see Him, we need to believe He is here and He is working. At first
Sarah did not allow God to take care of her, and she ended up in so
much unnecessary trouble.
"Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of
things not seen."
- Hebrews 11:1 (KJV)
"Faith means being sure of the things we hope for and knowing that
something is real even if we do not see it."
-Hebrews 11:1 (NCV)
The above scripture encourages us to believe God is taking care of us
despite what our circumstances are. Faith is the hope that Jesus can
do it.
I was praying one night earlier last week and I was really upset. I
wanted to know why nothing in my life seemed to be working. Everything
seemed to be all wrong. I wanted to know if God forgot about me; in
frustration I cried out to God. God did respond to my surprise, and
led me to Psalm 23. I was very upset at first, because I felt this
scripture was so cliche. However when reading the passage several
times, in different versions and commentaries, I learned something very
valuable.
"Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies:
thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over."
-Psalm 23:5
Although my study on the entire chapter proved valuable to me, the
phrase "thou anointest my head with oil" stuck out to me the most. In
shepparding, one learns that there are little bugs, fleas, or flies,
that love to live off the sheep's blood. They love it so much that
they move into the sheep's ears and nose. They make a home there and
birth larvae there. You can imagine it drives those sheep insane. Even
more so, that the sheep tries to remedy the pain and discomfort that
it is feeling by banging its head against rocks or tree stumps.
Unfortunately, that self remedy causes the sheep to eventually kill
itself. Fortunately, for the sheep the Shepard is fully aware of this
and pours an ointment on the sheep's head. The ointment kills the flea
infestation completely bringing complete comfort to the sheep.
Some of us are so engrossed on remedying our issues through our own
means, that we are killing ourselves in the process. God knows our
struggles intimately, and is willing and able to provide relief, if we
let Him.
You do not have to bang your heads up against the rocks anymore. Allow
God to pour the ointment in your lives to bring healing and relief to
your situations. Let the Good Shepard take care of you. Trust Jesus,
He has His best interest for you.
I pray this word ministers healing to your hearts and minds. May you
all be encouraged. I love you all.
-©D
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