Saturday, 08 September 2012
My boyfriend of six months and I have ended our relationship. We are both God-loving Christians and tried to live our lives that way. We weren't perfect and even submitted to temptation, but we were in love and felt, though we had things to get in order, our relationship was blessed.
Last week his mother, who is a minister, said that the spirit spoke and said that I was not the woman God had planned for him and that he would not meet her while we continued our relationship. He prayed about it and felt that he had heard God's confirmation on the word, so he broke up with me.
We are both very hurt and confused, but I think I am even more than he. I had been actively seeking God about our relationship and never heard what they heard. I also feel rejected, as though I am not good enough for this man of God, so what is wrong with me?
I also feel pain because there was a promise to my boyfriend that an even better woman would come to him; I don't have that.
I am truly in love with this man, and I find myself questioning everything. I have been praying for peace, comfort and even for things to change. But overall I have been praying for God's will and that, whatever that is, He comforts and soothes me. I truly feel as though my world has ended, and I am trying to trust God, but it feels so bleak right now.
Have you ever been in a situation like this? Have you ever been broken up with because your significant other felt it was God's will, but you didn't necessarily feel the same? What do we do in situations like this to continue to trust in God and accept the circumstances around us?