Right now its school because i have to make two A's this semester in order to get into the business school. And of course money... i work in a restaurant as a server and its been slow, im happy if i make $60. I try not to stress over money though, I know God will take care of me and what happens.. happens, He'll always be by my side.
- not being a good enough mom .. Then I tell myself: God wouldn't trust you with the two angels if he didn't think you could handle it
- not being the best wife ... Then I say to myself: God wouldn't have allowed the two of you meet at such a young age in his house and allowed you to grow together and eventually marry if you weren't his God's Gift.
-finances ... but I believe God will always make a way.
I worry about being alone for the rest of my life. I don't have a family that care and I'm completely on my own in California. I don't have friends here either. I had, but they wanted to take advantage of me. Plus, I don't have a car so getting around by public transportation is hard especially coming from work at night and walking home. I guess you can say I worry about my safety since it's just me in this world, but I pray to God often and ask him to bring someone kind and caring in my life, someone to be there for me even if only for emergencies. Nobody should be forced to live life in complete isolation.
I am a huge worry-wort...I worry about my life, will we loose this apartment too (have been through 11 in 3 1/2 yrs) will I be able to please my husband, will I get sicker (I have had a migraine for 2 weeks straight) I cannot go to the doctor...I feel so...worried again... sorry....I am going to stop and breathe and pray!
I use to be a worry wart, but I leave everything up to Allah, I know Allah will take care of me.
If I doubt him... I would be saying in my heat that I have no faith in Allah.
At the moment I am struggling. I am in the process of divorce and my soon to be ex husband on record gives me no support or money. I know one day it will be all better. So I decided not to worry. But the best thing I can do in my life is to pray and worship Allah.
Another great thing I could do is enroll myself in college. No one except Allah can take my education away. So why would I worry???
Being a spinster, never losing the weight, always being a bit of a loner and not doing anything productive with my life. Also getting something like cancer that would eat away or at my life, or walking away from God.
@FreeeVerse@xanga - omg i wish i could rate yours i've been having the same problem. im a worrywart and i can't help it i worry about finance university i have cancer also, so im scared to die leaving my 5 kids abandoned and alone leaving my husband to take care of them having to cook go to work and pay for tax by himself your comment has inspired me so much i would always question myself if i did the right thing if im a good mother e.c.t thank you for your comment