Friday, 25 July 2008
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Christians With Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder: Part 2
by miss poppy
When I first wrote about my OCD, a friend started a dialog with me about it. A lot of what she said got me thinking about the root of the problems in my relationship with God.I realized that as much as I didn't want to distrust God, I couldn't reconcile His promises about His character with the feelings of abandonment and defenselessness I had experienced in my childhood. I wasn't willing to just disregard these discrepancies. I wanted answers.
God did two miraculous things for me: He totally reversed my feelings and He gave me a logical answer to my questions. I cannot adequately express my thankfulness for His grace.
And then I noticed something else: My OCD was practically nonexistent. In the days since God's intervention, I have been almost completely free of the symptoms I used to have. I can see a direct correlation between my dependence on God's peace and my lack of obsessions and rituals. When I veer off into anxiety, I can feel the behaviors coming back, but now that I can trust God, I can come back to relying on His peace and see the rituals and thoughts fade once again. I'm certainly far from perfect, but I absolutely can see a pathway toward total freedom emerging.
It's not that I discount the physical aspects of my OCD. I believe they are real and significant. But what triggers them in me is anxiety, and Philippians 4:6 tells me, Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. I have never been able to do this fully because I didn't trust God's intentions toward me. Now that He is building that foundation in me, I can truly leave anxiety behind.
I know Satan will fight me on this. I start college again in a month, and that usually causes me a lot of stress. In fact, a lot of my life has been about stress for a long time now. But God doesn't ask me to do anything that He won't help me do. If he tells me not to be anxious, He will continue to help me to have peace in His arms. And when I do, I will continue to experience freedom from OCD.
I am not telling people how to deal with their OCD. I am relating my own experience of what God is doing in my life. It is all Him and none of me. To the world, there is no cure for what I've dealt with, but I am experiencing the cure right this minute.
I want to encourage anyone who is dealing with any problem. God is a miracle worker. Perhaps your OCD is different from mine, or maybe you are dealing with a different issue altogether. But I know that I know that God has the answer. I had very weak faith, but He took what I gave Him and did something miraculous. I believe He will do the same for you.
Is there a connection between faith and physical healing? Have you ever experienced this?
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I know people at church who have been healed of all kinds of ailments. One lady walked across the platform just last Sunday, showing off her new stride. She had worn a tall heel lift forever, because she had a substantially shorter leg. During a healing prayer session that week, it grew out, and she no longer limps or needs a special shoe.
God doesn't always do it that way, neither for mental nor physical ailments. It's nice when he does.
@Roadkill_Spatula@xanga - Very true. This is interesting because so far it's been both sudden and gradual.
I just wish God would heal people consistantly enough for the connection to be shown in a scientific study.
@Andrea_TheNerd@xanga - I think it's hard because some do not even allow the thought that God will heal them. I'm not saying that it will always happen the same way, but I think the first step is considering/believing in the possibility that He might want to heal us.
this post makes me a little uncomfortable for a couple reasons miss poppy, i also have OCD and I'm glad you're finding freedom, but it makes me a little nervous that someone could see this and decide not to take their medicine.
there's a double standard with mental illness, healing and the church. you aren't going to find anyone who tells a diabetic to get off their insulin and trust God, or anyone with diabetes who got off their insulin to trust God. but all over the place there are people who believe that mental illness is caused from a lack of faith, you should get off your medication and trust God. I'm not saying God doesn't heal, I'm saying that because our brains work differently, it's easy for us to think we don't need the medication. but the medication is a tool that God gave us the technology to have.
i don't want anyone to see this post and think:
a.) mental illness is from a lack of faith
b.) i should get off of my medication.
@MetallMaus@xanga - I am sorry this makes you uncomfortable. I am not suggesting that anyone has OCD because of a lack of faith or that they should stop taking medication or anything else.
I also have Crohn's Disease. If God healed me of that and I blogged about it, I wouldn't expect other Crohn's patients to stop taking their medicine. It would be my testimony, as this is.
I am grateful for what God has done for me, and I believe He wants me to share it, just as I would for a physical healing.
@MetallMaus@xanga - I have had encounters with people who told me that I shouldn't take my medication for anxiety and depression. "Your relationship with God must be lacking," they told me. One friend told me that she didn't believe in psychiatry and that every time I took my medication I was sinning.
There is a stigma related to mental illness in the church. That's why I talk about it as often as God provides the opportunity to do so. I love Jesus and know that I am a forgiven person... I just also happen to have panic attacks and general anxiety, and I have since I was a small child. One does not cancel the other.
@lifeofdory@xanga - i do the same thing, i talk about the stigma as much as possible. besides ocd i also have a form of schizophrenia and i've had similar encounters with people. i even had a pastor tell me that if i got of my medication i would have a closer relationship with God, and at another church, my illness was used as a scapegoat, i worked with the youth for 2 years, and the board was trying to get rid of the youth pastor, and since i was friends with him i was the first to go and i was told people didn't want me around their kids because of my illness. after two years of knowing these kids and being attached to them and them to me, and that's how i was treated. they never would've done that to my mom when she had cancer.
these notions make things more difficult for an already difficult existence.
@MetallMaus@xanga -
I am not trying to heap guilt on anyone or to de-legitimize
mental issues. Believe me, as someone who has struggled with OCD for years, I know how real and terrible it can be!
I am feeling little bit stigmatized or looked down on for
receiving God's touch, like people would rather I kept the disorder and refused the healing. Or at least that I didn't tell anyone about it.
The thing is, what I am trying to do is to encourage anyone with any problem, whether physical, mental, financial, or anything else that God is the answer and that He does work miracles.
@misspoppy - I didn't mean to make you feel stigmatized... I am joyful at your healing!! And I know that God can and does heal.
I think this conversation reveals something: we have all had interesting experiences regarding mental illness and church... and we all would have benefitted from a greater amount of sensitivity in all aspects of this often-complex issue.
I have been known to tell people that my dramatic improvement back in high school was due to a LOT of prayer and a little bit of Prozac. I think that God has healed me in a way that isn't what many people expect. I still experience depressive episodes and panic attacks. But I am able to take them in stride. And everything has been part of the process of making me who I am now... and has been integral in my walk with the Lord.
Again, I am so thrilled that God has worked in you as He has done... and I'm glad you can tell others about it
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@lifeofdory@xanga - Thanks! It is a difficult issue, and I don't think it's addressed nearly enough.
The funny thing is, I really didn't think God would heal me. I thought He would help me, but actual freedom is a wonderful surprise.
I think one big problem is that people act like mental issues are not real or are just a result of weak faith. So, people who deal with them feel like they have to keep legitimizing themselves. But, I think a consequence of this constant attempt to correct misperceptions can be that those of us who do deal with these things (at least in my case) can forget that God may actually provide final healing if we will ask Him. Healing doesn't make the original problem any less real; it just shows how much more real God's power is. I really need to remember this.
It's awesome that God has helped you in such a significant way.
This is very encouraging, not only because you bring an optimistic light to your "condition," but because you bring light to how anxiety is brought out in so many different forms, for example, OCD. Everyone worries, everyone has concerns, especially what to expect in the near future. It's really humbling to hear someone admit that.
I'm glad God brought healing into your life, and some sort of peace. I think he really used you as you wrote about your experience, of how you witnessed of His power and existence in your life. Something was broken, but God placed a miracle to heal and mend.
Satan will never stop bothering christians, but the more we struggle to fight him, the closer we become to God and the more we learn and understand about how rough it must be for Him to protect us.
You and I, we're just two among a bajillion christians, but we're among a bajillion christians who share the same brokenness that draws us closer to God.
God bless, and thanks for the encouraging post. =)
I hope that your relationship with God will grow stronger and stronger everyday.
I don't suffer from mental illness myself, but your testimony is very encouraging to someone who does. I really enjoyed reading this and I hope God continues to bless you.
@misspoppy - i wasn't trying to make you feel bad, i was trying to say that maybe some of the wording could be misunderstood. i'm glad that God has touched you in such an intimate way.
@MetallMaus@xanga - That's fine :) Everything I wrote applies to me, and I know other people have different experiences. I do have a passion for reminding people that we don't have to feel like we're stuck because God makes all things new in unique ways in our lives.
@misspoppy - that's awesome :) thank you for sharing.
I 100% believe there is a connection, at least for me. (This doesn't mean that mental disorders are not valid struggles, though.) I wrote about it in a comment on Part 1. Basically, I have to let God take control and stop trying to control everything on my own...because I almost always fail.
Does it sound too shallow to say only after the fact that I was praying for something like this when I read your first post?
@ohmylittlesoldierboy@xanga - I totally agree. Sounds like our issues come from similar places.
@Pass_the_Aura@xanga - That's awesome! Thanks so much for telling me. I really appreciate it.
I have found that having faith in God is crucial in coping with any illness. I disagree with the notion that having
Hallelujia! :D
I'm really happy for you, Miss Poppy. :) Thank you for sharing this testimony. :)
In our small group there have been many mental/emotional healings and a couple of physical ones. In fact, we found out the physical ones were rooted in emotional traumas that hadn't been resolved.
The two main physical healings were of scoliosis and asthma. It was the one who was healed who told us what he was healed of. In the case of the scoliosis it was visible and obvious. In the case of the asthma there were demonic influences that needed to be dealt with along with lies that had been believed. The two were very closely connected. The healed one was instructed directly by our Father to resist going for the inhaler the next time he felt an attact coming on and to go to Him instead. He only had to do that once.
Many times folk asked for prayer for aches and pains and found out they were rooted in believed lies. For instance, one time I asked for prayer for my back which had been hurting for weeks without the usual initial strain that throws one to the floor. The word I got was to reject the self-hate messages that ran regularly through my head at the first opportunity, and to start confessing the truth about my identity according to my Definer. It took only two days of this to see major improvement in my back. Of course, I have to continue this for the rest of my life, but what's wrong with dismissing lies and embracing truth on a regular basis?
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